Friday, February 08, 2008

Updates

Okay..
I have officially finished writing my Introductory Speech..
Funny thing is, my Behind This Face Speech is still pending (although I have to present this one first).
Work in progress. :)

I'm a little lost for words for BTF Speech... Maybe it's my state of mind.
I'm finding it rather hard to define myself in a mere 2 minutes .. It's something I'm struggling to do for the past 18 years and more this past week. Now I'm supposed to bear my heart to my speech class and give them a condensed version of Behind My Face.

Well, I decided that mere things couldn't possibly define me... I'm too complex. :P
So I'm going with living, breathing, walking creatures..

Who are they? Well, that's something you'll have to find out yourself.
But here's a lil sneak preview of what I've done so far for BTF...


Lucky no 1
He is a work of art.

Like Nostradamus, He has the gift of prophecy. He knows when I've had a bad day by the way I walk into the room. He senses my arrival even before I step into his home.

He defines that fearful side of me.
I used to fear him when I was younger. I always felt that he could betray me and one day just leave me.
But those eyes that I used to fear are the very eyes that offer me warmth now.
I never imagined him being my shoulder to cry on.
But he was and still is all this and more to me.

God gave Him to me for a reason: to remind me who's boss.
Because in truth, I don't own Him; He owns me.



Lucky no 2
I took this picture of him sitting on my bed.
God was he beautiful. He is beautiful.
I never thought I could love someone so much.. But when I was around him, I felt this urge to love him and protect him.
I feel this need to be that one person he can always count on.

He defines the part of me that no one else knows.

I feel unbelievably happy when I'm in his presence.
He doesn't express himself very well with words.
But we communicate volumes without saying a single word.
He defines that part of me that no one else knows, because he is the only one I trust.

He has my heart, and I know for sure, he'll keep it safe.


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Hm... I must polish this up.
I will.. soon enough.

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I am actually contemplating buying that sexy MNG jacket.

Beth: Omg, I love this.
Jilly: You look damn hot.
Beth: It's 300 over bucks ...
Jilly: ...

Note to self: Must ask Miss Anna if white is okay...
...

I.want.white.MNG.jacket