Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Mental Spring-Cleaning



I've decided that I should get over and done with my long overdue mental spring cleaning.
Yesterday, I spent my evening searching for a couple of books to kick-start my new decision (and to keep me so muthafucken busy that I'd have no time for anything else)
I ended up walking out of MPH with...



I am thinking of enrolling in French class or something. I'll see how that goes.
Maybe being single isn't going to be so bad after all.
No, let me rephrase that.
Being alone isn't as bad as I thought it would be.
I'm getting there. Slowly but surely.
Eventually, I won't need you anymore.

I cannot wait to know what happened to my ESPN internship application.
I have an interview tomorrow with and advertising company.
I'm supposed to bring three items that define me. (that should be interesting)
Min Ern and I joked about how we should bring a condom and say "I'm a very safe person".
Hahaha. Yes, Jillys boyfriend is a tad bit gone (like me) :)

Yesterday was an interesting day in so many ways.
Well speech class was fun as always. We were made to fill up a list of one word titles at the bigining of our class and to our horror, it was actually impromptu speech titles..
When I was chosen, I chose Min Ern and he in return chose Lulu.
The first bloody thing I said was "OMG! I hope I dont get the sex as a topic".
And all of a sudden, our little.. itch to write the topic sex didn't seem so smart anymore. Who would have thought we'd be the chosen ones? I'm not entirely sure why we didn't see this coming.
Anyways, I said alot of weird things in front of class for my 2 minute speech on the given title "Ghost".
Jesus. I recall saying something along the lines of "I'm afraid of being possessed by a ghost.. I mean.. I don't know what it would make me do while its in my body. Or worst.. What it'd do to my body!"
Hahaha. I don't know what on earth was I thinking of but obviously I wasn't really thinking.

My optimism is back guys.
I'm feeling hopeful again.
Tomorrow is going to be a better day because I just know it's going to be.
Because I want it to be?


I like it when he holds my hand.
His tiny fingers wrapped around mine makes me smile every time I see this picture.
:)