Compliments to the gorgeous boyfriend

http://www.beth.my

One bowl of sunshine

Funny how I was going to blog em same thing as Jilly...

It is true, you don't fucken know how it's like.. Until you're the one standing there, feeling every ounce of whatever it is you're feeling and living em days in those shoes.

I know what they're saying...
I saw the looks on their faces...
Yes, to all the questions.

Yes I fucking want to throw myself in this again. Yes I know I am falling head first. Yes I know this is very sudden. Yes I I want to be hurt. And yes. Yes it fucking is. Yes it is worth it.

And so I offer heart out on a golden platter for you to love and hurt.

Why do we hurt the ones we love the most?

It's strange, I just couldn't seem to master the courage to pick up the phone and tell you I'm in love...

I toy around with my phone.. Dial your number and stare at the phone..
I finally called you today, told you I was in love and that I wanted all my things back.

It's really hard to explain how I feel, embarassed mostly.
There was no fucking doubt that it was by far one of the most painful breakups of my life, and I was all I-am-not-going-to-fall-in-love anymore.

But if there is one thing I've learnt, nothing is certain.
I mean, look at me now.
It kinda seems like I'm so full of shit in your eyes huh?
One moment I'm all I-will-never-love-anymore and now I'm head over heels.
Maybe you were right, staying friends only makes things harder.

I think I ripped your heart out telling you I'm seeing someone.
No. I know I ripped your heart out.
Fuck.
I really feel like fucking ass right now.
I should have listened.
I should have walked away when I could.
I'm sorry I hurt you.

I should have listened.

This one is for you my rocker.

I am sorry things turned out this way...

I'm sorry our forever only lasted this long.